"When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry


You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special


But I'm a creep,I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here


I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul


I want you to notice...
when I'm not around.
You're so fuckin' special,
I wish I was special..."


She was lying on her bed.
Crying like a baby.
She said :
" I'm not perfect.I wish I was good enough so everybody would love me."

A year later her quest to perfection begun.
Struggling to fit in.
Fighting to be one of them.
Bleeding for approval.
Suffering for beauty.

Another year passed.She had it all.
At least she thought she did.
Blonde, tiny, cute.
Goal achieved.
Until she decided that she wanted more.
She just ruined everything.

Oh, she was so desperate...

"I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul


I want you to notice...
when I'm not around."

For once again,
the same song was playing.
And she was crying on her bed...